Thursday, July 12, 2012

2012.7.8 4:22am

Mom I dream of us again
Like we used to go for the banquet
in a Chinese restaurant
You, papa, sisters and I finished dinner
We went to the lower level and saw there were many candies in the transparent boxes ( like in the candy shop)
My sister and I ate some
And I grabbed little in my hand
Asking my sister to hand me tissue paper wrapped it inside
While my parents kept walking
It was so much fun
Like we used to be

I woke up

I'm leaving for farm today early in the morning
I bought myself thermal underwear couple days ago as I heard there is gonna be frozen to zero degree

Sometimes I forget
Mom you already have gone for awhile
No one like you who buys clothes n underwear for me anymore

and I'm thirty now
Not a kid anymore
I need to take care myself and my family instead of what I used to be- the youngest immature girl asking to be taken care

We had a farewell dinner with my housemate last night
A guy came from next door
Who knows about the Chinese foretell by the birth time
Everybody asked him except me
I do play with it sometimes
But I don't want to hear to a stranger of my future and what I'm going to be
Besides there's no point to listen to it as the foretell tells me if what your belief is wrong, you will be failed of what i'm dying to do for life.
So why listen?

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