2012.5.8 3:56am

Dream of mom in hospital
Many ppl surround laughing talking n singing
N she stands alone n she said she need not to be hero

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工作上我可以很盡力，有自信，很強
是否這樣就什麼也要我自己去承受
也算了，受人錢財替人消災
反正沒有公平
做好自己就是

工作以外
我也是人
也會累
需要別人關愛
這是否要求太多

有時會想
或者我並非你的傾訴對象
如果有困難你會先自己解決，或找朋友吧
所以你認為我都應該這樣

自己都不是那些事無大小都要依賴別人的人
跟你一起
我會把你放在內再考慮事情
如果想法並非如此
我想再也不需要重視這關係

以不去改變對方為前提
所以連一些基本關心也成太多要求嗎
最好的朋友都不是分享樂與悲嗎

或許是有選擇和比較

感受到你的熱情
但你知道我每次有困難
你對我的反應使我受不了
有時並非要求事情一起解決
我需要只是你的關心
可以的話要跟你分享我的所有
對
是完全的信任

我常常回想從前跟你一起的片段
太快樂，太甜
但只有快樂的關係並非真實
從來也不相信虛假的童話

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Falling // The Civil Wars

Haven't you seen me sleep walking?
'Cause I've been holding your hand
Haven't you noticed me drifting?
Oh, let me tell you, I am

Tell me it's nothing
Try to convince me
That I'm not drowning
Oh let me tell you, I am

Please, please tell me you know
I've got to let you go
I can't help falling
Out of love with you

Why am I feeling so guilty?
Why am I holding my breath?
Worry 'bout everyone but me
I just keep losing myself

Tell me it's nothing
Try to convince me
That I'm not drowning
Oh let me tell you, I am

Please, please tell me you know
I've got to let you go
I can't help falling
Out of love with you

Won't you read my mind?
Don't you let me lie here
And die here

Please, please tell me you know
I've got to let you go
I can't help falling
Out of love with you

Haven't you noticed?
I'm sleepwalking

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8On5bhYHaFA