"心理準備成日都講,當佢要走既時候,原來我個腦係乜都諗唔到" quote from a friend.
it's easier to say than action, how many people can face death calmly, especially to the beloved ones. i used to think it's easy, i gotta accept that everybody will die - eventually.
it's not just upsetting, it's like a hole that can never be filled, she takes everything away from the day she left us. i didn't cry immediately, not much, it feels like sinking, deeper and deeper. and it comes to me from time to time.
euthanasia, is a good choice for the patients who suffer from dead-end, serious illness . this is not an easy decision, for whom need to take the responsibilities if there's mistake. how to determine that it's him/her own will in conscious.
in the future, it'll be good if i can have a choice to choose to die or stay. just like what 斌仔 said "it's a matter of choice."
several days after she left, i looked out of the window n thought if mama's still here, it'd be so nice, cuz i live near her finally, with aidan n audrey...but that's life....she left us too fast, she's too young...one thing i havent told u, i duno if it's true or just my feeling, i heard her breathing hard arnd the time she left at my home when i was feeding/holding audrey...aidan was crying..she came
ReplyDeletei believe so, as what papa said, she returned home to say goodbye to bb
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