2012.7.30 5:34pm

第一次喝up&go是由第一份工作的老闆娘媽媽送給我們員工的。她甜甜的，白雪雪、很香很香。喝下去像維他奶，再甜多一點點，但感覺很溫暖的，喝後有幸福的感覺。自此，每憑碰上不如意，不開心的時候就買來喝。第一年喝得最多，因為香港其他百貨公司，超級市場都沒有入貨，祗有中環太子大廈Oliver's 賣（即舊公司附近）所以我常常買。初來澳洲常常買來喝，怕日後回港沒有機會喝，1liter 1 liter大喝特喝。自上一份三文治公司倒閉時喝過up&go.很久沒有喝過。是時候要喝一下，很掛念那份短暫的幸福感覺，給自己一點安慰和加油。

2012.7.30

2012.7.30 5:34pm

第一次喝up&go是由第一份工作的老闆娘媽媽送給我們員工的。她甜甜的，白雪雪、很香很香。喝下去像維他奶，再甜多一點點，但感覺很溫暖的，喝後有幸福的感覺。自此，每憑碰上不如意，不開心的時候就買來喝。第一年喝得最多，因為香港其他百貨公司，超級市場都沒有入貨，祗有中環太子大廈Oliver's 賣（即舊公司附近）所以我常常買。初來澳洲常常買來喝，怕日後回港沒有機會喝，1liter 1 liter大喝特喝。自上一份三文治公司倒閉時喝過up&go.都很久沒有喝。是時候要喝一下，很掛念那份短暫的幸福感覺，給自己一點安慰和加油。

Dream 2012.7.22 3am

Woke up by a weird dream, its too dark to wake up n write, it took me minutes to go to sleep again

There's about 10 people in a round swimming pool. One of us were killer, he was on my 10 o clock, holding a big scissors. Everybody was singing for comforting each other, and the killer kept looking around for a move, he pointed it to the girl set next to me, cut right to her throat, her blood came out like flooding and then again cut cross her face, sharp and deep. And she turned towards me, talked to me with some words, I read her lips moving but forgot what she said

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I wish to dream of you tonight my dear
Miss you so so much when I see all those old photos

Sweet dreams

2012.7.8 4:22am

Mom I dream of us again
Like we used to go for the banquet
in a Chinese restaurant
You, papa, sisters and I finished dinner
We went to the lower level and saw there were many candies in the transparent boxes ( like in the candy shop)
My sister and I ate some
And I grabbed little in my hand
Asking my sister to hand me tissue paper wrapped it inside
While my parents kept walking
It was so much fun
Like we used to be

I woke up

I'm leaving for farm today early in the morning
I bought myself thermal underwear couple days ago as I heard there is gonna be frozen to zero degree

Sometimes I forget
Mom you already have gone for awhile
No one like you who buys clothes n underwear for me anymore

and I'm thirty now
Not a kid anymore
I need to take care myself and my family instead of what I used to be- the youngest immature girl asking to be taken care

We had a farewell dinner with my housemate last night
A guy came from next door
Who knows about the Chinese foretell by the birth time
Everybody asked him except me
I do play with it sometimes
But I don't want to hear to a stranger of my future and what I'm going to be
Besides there's no point to listen to it as the foretell tells me if what your belief is wrong, you will be failed of what i'm dying to do for life.
So why listen?

2012.6.15

友人都問我為何喜歡這樣簡單又深沉的圖案和顏色
簡單不好嗎
不誇大
不要爭艷鬥麗
就這樣清楚的圖案中看到層次
藍加灰色看上去也很舒服

況且大部分都是它選我，而非我可以控制的
沒有關係
反正喜歡就是喜歡

2012.5.8 3:56am

Dream of mom in hospital
Many ppl surround laughing talking n singing
N she stands alone and says she needs not to be hero