Thursday, July 5, 2018

2012.3.28

富裕社會才出現這現象嗎
這邊不時都會看到有人坐在街邊問別人討錢
非像香港般的專業老弱傷殘
十多二十歲青年,三十多的都有
但這位露宿者不同的,身邊沒有紙牌
每個早上我上班時都見他拿着結他唱歌,彈得不錯。
可惜每次我下班他已消失。要不然我會分一半午餐給你

2011.10.17

Those polariods force me back to think of you and the old days
What we were doing, typhoon days, sunny days
The day we sunbath together
Those morning n night walks, touch by the breezy wind and tizzy rain

I always remember

I miss you dearly

Dream 2011.10.17

It's like the same old days
Wendy wakes up first, breakfast then goes to work, then wincy's turn
I m watching aside as if no one knows I m here
Then I go to the living of mom, see her sleeping on her bed like the old days
I go to the bed, lie beside her, she talks to me her hands touches my hair, it just liked happening as in childhood 
I try to hear her, irresistibly say 'I miss you' 
I realize it is a dream, the time is frozen n I wake up, it's 830am

Dream 13th Oct 2011

Before departure to ukrine
A girl met me somewhere said if I wld like to sit with a lady since it's a long flight 
I landed in ukrine ard 5am,in an urban city,  the city tone is blue, pale n blur ,i followed ppl to a narrow but safe path, it lead to an endless road

I saw a guy climb up a high wall with little stairs, easily. I followed, at the top of it was a wild land, where I see sunrise, the light shines on little plants that makes perfect golden highlight of it's outlines 

2011.9.13 bb


今天你都不在我們的身邊
偶爾會看到你從前休息的位置
思想你我像從前一樣對望着
謝謝你一直陪着我們一起成長

2011.9.20

或韓文說一句句子。不要寒喧,說你那天的事或心情,一句可以啦。ok?

I think about you all the time. I know we can't make it, in fact, you expressed your feeling and rejected me in the very beginning. I'm just a fool to think I would have little chance to win your heart if I do the best I can. In fact , i couldnt.

2011. 9.22 Mind test

Eye close n imagine

1 road to the Forrest_walk in
2 key on the floor-wooden key-pick up
3 river- water-deep water can't see clearly down under-step down to the town-reverse city- quick water
4 house-swing bed in balcony-dog on front,house like in pai. House inside fill with foam bubbles, inside r all animals n insects floating inthe air, rainbow to rooftop, 天井直通rooftop which can see stars at night, has device to shelter when it rains, modern inside, raw outside 
5 problem- giant spider

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

Love 2018.6.3

My dear
Since when you become my dearest companion in my life
You changed my world of sight
You show me the possibilities in life
You make me become a mother
You are the most important person in my life

My love
My dearest
My best friend
My husband
Alfonso
I love you always
2018.6.3

Dream 2018.7.5 mama and MY

Morning

Ming Yin meets mama ont he road, i forget the whole scene. anyways, they become friends. One day, she comes visit us, mama is staying with poncho and me, and she is not visiting me but mam, and we have long chat, ming yin even helps us to iron clothes or sth household until late at night. mama asks her to stay over, we continue chatting, she is sitting next to poncho, dont know when we are too tired and fell asleep in the living room, poncho sleeps deelply so as MY. somewhat poncho thought she was me. didnt touch her, but the feeling is like familiar as family.

is it a sign?? is it a sign of u Ming Yin? Citlali was you?