Tuesday, March 29, 2011

mourning diary– R.Barthes



“to whom could i put this question (with any hope of an answer) does being able to live without someone you loved mean you loved her less than you thought?”


“i have not a desire but a need of solitude”


“to see with horror as quite simply possible the moment when the memory of these words she spoke would no longer make me cry



Sunday, March 27, 2011


菩提本無樹,明鏡亦非台,本來無一物,何處惹塵埃



we all leave ashes and bones at the end


then why should i be afraid of losing again?

angel

run my boy

never look back

im right behind you

run, stretch your body

you run ahead me

run for freedom

run to see the world

my beautiful boy

the sun shines on your body

you become an angel now

we will meet again someday

will we?

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

黑天鵝由卓韻芝在 2011-03-02 發表 http://www.hkyfi.com.hk/guestblogger/11226

提名奧斯卡最佳電影的《黑天鵝》非常精彩,在片子完結的時候,我發現自己在坐位中喘氣。

進場以前,我有點被《黑天鵝》這名字誤導——以下要說的跟該片無關——黑天鵝這名字的出處,來自一個經濟/哲學理論 Black Swan Theory2007年,擁有金融數學實踐背景的黎巴嫩作家Nassim Nicholas Taleb 出版了一本頗有趣的著作:《黑天鵝效應》The Black Swan: The Impact of the Highly Improbable,書中提及一個關於黑天鵝的故事:根據歐洲人的經驗,天鵝全是白色的,於是他們歸納出「世界上所有天鵝都是白色」的結論。後來有人發現了一只黑色天鵝,自此,所有天鵝都是白色的「定論」全然推翻。

黑天鵝理論:人類過份注重一般訊息的分析,運用他們已知的事去推斷所有未知的事,其實世界很複雜,我們無法預測和計算任何事情,許多經濟分析員總在分析他們已經知道的事,其實我們不知道的(黑天鵝),比起我們已經知道的(白天鵝)更加具啟發性。人們老是以為自己懂得一些事,其實那些所謂「已經懂得」的東西,並非真正曉得,就像大家當初以為自己經已很懂得天鵝一樣。如果接觸資訊(approach)以及將資訊歸類(categorization)的方法本就有問題,所有分析都徒勞無功。

近年經常有經濟學人提及黑天鵝理論,有興趣的話,不妨一讀這本顯淺易明的小書。噢,它跟 Darren Aronofsky 導演的電影《黑天鵝》全無關係的,唯一相同的是,兩隻黑天鵝也使兩位創作人登上事業高峰。

The Black Swan: The Impact of the Highly Improbable

作者:Nassim Nicholas Taleb

出版社:Random House, Inc

語言:英文

Sunday, March 20, 2011

why cant you stay longer?
i remember mom said you at least have 3 more years to go
i count today, just pass 3 years and 7 months, exact what mom said

is it because you miss mom too much? or you love her more than me?

Thursday, March 17, 2011


2011/3/17 5:30pm
bb, you rest in peace, i hope you are well with por por and kung kung
stay happy
you are set free today
run wherever you want
eat every tasteful food
and see and go anything, everything

i love you buddy
this 1 1/2 year is the happiest period of my life, we are sticking together
i never regret i quit the job to stay with you
i enjoy every moment, every seconds with you

today i went to dymock when i was waiting for the clinic to open after lunch
i saw a book "host", which i find the quote well-discripted my love for you
愛你


就算你不在那里


就算你听不见我说的话


我还是爱你